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Will we ever have church again? After i moved w 225 rejecters,  i felt GOD calling me to my unchurched ministry.  In my study this morning,  i found my bachelorism provides me with more intimacy WITH GOD.  Obviously the reason He told me to make my rejecters history.  After all, those 225r gave me unfathomable pain, unbelievable agony, surreal anguish. But it opened my eyes to detour signs. Now i dream of only writing for gay churches. 

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