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trouble makes it hard to remember critical stuff, my overwhelmed heart in high school focused on avenging my lying granny with my death by unbuckling & praying for death, instead; I waited till I was a Senior in 23 months to unbuckle & pray for death, go through a window, decade rehab, countless surgeries, nerve damage, speech impairment, limp, etc., etc. but then I read the Bible 22 times & got a paradigm shift, remember life is a precious gift no matter what is happening. Justin was too focused on getting a 2nd belt on our road,
lightweight, to listen to my advice, work your way up to him, he got so whooped he never wanted to kickbox again,  to get a rainbow you have to put up with the rain, it took work to get the good stuff, you have to climb to get to the mountain top where Sovereign JESUS is. Supreme JESUS is our purpose. most people give up at the foothold of success. Crowned JESUS is whispering just a little more. but the enemy's voice is too loud because their flesh has been nourished. protect your 5 senses from any carnality. only feed them Spirit food. it's not how long you lived but how honorable you were to Potentate JESUS. live like it's your last day with Suzerain JESUS. life without Leader JESUS isn't worth living. there were many homes, Dad's friends, even as a kid, I could tell King JESUS wasn't there. I pitied them for the misery I felt. 1 was my friends neighbor where my uncle's girlfriend & I went to get drugs, my bff's neighbor. I warned him of that guy, but he took up for him. he took up for all his neighbors. 1 was Papa's employee I had dirt on. he wouldn't listen to me. but that guy was with Dad when they visited me on a snow day & he rolled an 8' snowball. that was like so cool. turn your wounds into wisdom. I absolutely knew my dr was hustler. I begged, begged, begged, begged, begged for a 2nd opinion. I kept getting told no. he left my shunt .25" short! pray curses on my liars & cheats. take what life gives & make it better. hard work pays off in Emperor JESUS. challenge in Empress JESUS is an opportunity to rise. criticism makes you strong, you have a choice which way you are going, oblige by truth, justice, & liberty, live for each second without hesitation, read college History about the Civil War, stay on Prince JESUS' side, walk the line, keep a close watch on your heart, love makes a difference in your life, meeting some people changes your life, at the lake house, a man followed me to the lone pontoon & asked how I could lose so much & be so happy, I told him I found Royal JESUS, find your meaning, find your talent, feed it, write a good song that you live by, stop, think, walk the Word, you're going to be what you're going to be, be well behaved, I'm trying to not take a nap, I'm switching my chores to my nap time, lies come back on you, stay in Duke JESUS, don't get tempted by carnality, we need diversity, pride makes you miss out on so much, stay humble in Prince JESUS, leap from mountain top to mountain top, college football in 85 days! it's a joy to displease the flesh,  remember Bill Cosby? Royal JESUS loves us so much, be thankful for the Bible, be thankful for the fun of the game you lost, every rose has its thorns, learn how to play your cards right, don't say what you don't mean, be careful about the doors you choose, substance is to blind you to the truth, every day is a chance to change your life, our pain will lead us to great success, Duke JESUS will get it done, do everything to the best of your ability, Prince JESUS is a way maker, Royal JESUS is at work on things not necessarily in our time, your time to shine is now, hate knows love is the cure, trust the timing of your life, become the change you wish to see in the world, start each day with a grateful heart, friends are the siblings Duke JESUS never gave you, what is impossible with man is possible with Grand JESUS, Elector JESUS didn't bring you this far to leave you, there is no fear in Regent JESUS' love, we are all equal before Mogul JESUS, you are Crowned  JESUS'  masterpiece, family is a special gift from Suzerain JESUS, don't give Leader JESUS the short end of the stick. 

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