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I dug out a murder mystery from my closet. I have some other j grishams somewhere also. I've been making notes in my paper notebook. Many people only see reason to rage. I'd never trade growing up with the projects. Black people showed me genuine brotherhood. I learned about the birds & bees & started my 1st Sunday school i remember when i was 12. I also remember when i was 12 we ate in Wendy's sunroom every Sunday after church. I don't use cdrom anymore but save online. Our cat is acting crazy. Your mentality lays out your destiny's path. Spiritual grow writing for me has been 1995-2020. Still i wonder what my destiny is. Innately i know it's spiritual growth writing, so i started listening to a gospel station, z88.3, all night every night. I sing parts of the songs to myself. I'm typing reclined on my cell. Pray, pls, a magazine, newspaper, or etc., buys from me articles off my blog. My thoughts usually flow much better than they're currently flowing, you are most likely to be a success if you group with successful people, think positive, look on the bright side no matter what, violent protesters know bc of their flesh the squeaky wheel gets the attention, but the spirit's still, quiet voice is correct: love is louder than violence, i have several bloggers out there, pls pray i get them all combined, sold to a worldwide magazine &, or newspaper, be reliable, trustworthy, hopeful, dependable, unmalicious, if you're going through a divorce, dont take it out on a susceptible saint, learn from wholesome organizations like ffa, bsa, gsa, promise keepers, etc., etc., call on God in times of distress, which not enough people are doing, dont expose kids to the elements, i was, if carnality reaches & grips you, self control needs to fully balance it out, self control needs to be hearty, if you are gullible to the flesh, get ready to stare at iron bars or to die, being a minister feels like a dream come true & i never knew i had it, low lifes want to silence you so they can wrongly justify themselves, if you are covering your sin, it is invisibly taking root & will sprout into your misery, 5 yrs after my 6 mon coma, i daily read spiritual growths & GOD just told me He wants me to put it & reading the Bible 22x to work in my ministry, i just mailed 499 prayer lines a blog i wrote, click 'blogger' or whatever for the menu, if the world nourishes you, spiritual will look & taste bitter, a minority prefers spiritual & spiritual is the most rewarding, my neighbor who introduced me to porn when i was 12 a decade later robbed a store then got a decade in jail, the woman he robbed hit him in the head with a glass jar, she was my aunts' wallpaper shop landlord, what goes up must come down, it amazed me how open my dates' dads have been, 1 woman i was talking to put her head on my shoulder as i played her dad in pool, gay, there was NEVER a spark, Dad tried to reconcile after my tbi, BUT i would have none of it, he had asked for a truck payment everyday before my tbi, that played a big part why i unbuckled and prayed for death... i told AA with him there, on drugs, Dad was a great guy, but misery outweighed that insanely, I'm blessed to inherit Dad’s dad's & Mom's diligence , Dad’s mom was Salutatorian & a bookworm, Mom used to be a bookworm, i inherited that too, i feel blessed, Justin was reading a book a day in jail, often pointing me to great books, i wrote TO SEE A BROTHER'S BLOOD with him in mind & he LOVED it, a nerd becomes a mobster, dont buy it, it's choppy, pray all my bpoks are worldwide bestsellers 50+ years of my life, only possible because i quit college, DILIGENCE is key, Steve Harvey has no degree in anything, but greed got him, he wants too much pay for Family Feud, i spend a lot of time praising Jesus, if somebody asks what you prayed tell them you forgot, telling them would make it no more intimate with JESUS, a woman i was talking to had a churchy dad visit & minister me, he toured my den, it & THE whole house was full of Christian decorations, he was a minister, we talked, i remember, Jesus is Daddy, Abba Father, plus, much more, the woman to lead me to the daughter +dad was the mom of a woman i also dated, took to my aunt's movie store, THAT aunt also shot & killed a robber, when i stood at the pulpit h& gave a testimony with many f bombs, i told the moms theyd be amazed to know what their kids talk at lunch, school breeds demons,