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9.27.20 Mom's coughed 500b times this morning. Nerves. When shes nervous, she coughs a lot. Either it's my xporn dream or the fact shes leaving me alone a wk soon. I look forward to you in my bed, euphoria. On the 1st .00001 second, i was a trillion percent sure you'd be mine. Each time, i2.9, & 3.5 & 3.13, EVERYTHING was falling into place just as i knew it would. Then he popped up. An orb of anxious pain nestled in my heart in a bolt, but i sporadically grew closer to you. It took that to draw us closer. I love you!, Michael V

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