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9.29.20 I showered 3 till 4a. I LOVE starting my day with the clean smell, i LOVE diarying, have on a UGA tee, at Christmas, im switching to Indian mascot fsu, i want to be an Indian tribe reporter with a weekly newsletter online $1, im having milk coffee as i watch dr p, i brought my notebook for diary facts but chose my cell, in my brain shortage recovery, there were 3 Patricks, my 1st roomie then 2nd roomie then i got my own room, the agnostic instructor often cornered Christian me screaming, i still awake with memories in a cold sweat, i miss therapy, group discussion can 1st be identified then pity gets old, we need to choose our rings, the window i went through filled my head full of scars, my barber's likewise scar is from hydrocepholus, missionary is my fav position, mom said we need to get back in church, i like Churchofgod & Baptist, ill do pushups when a nap hits me, i like Tue haircuts, after Dad said i cant date in junk, i was gay 16-31. It was 15 yrs gay as i snapped 17 to unbuckle & pray for death for 6 mon, feb 14 to jun 30, coma. Many times a day i pray to be an x not xxx porn star, pray with me, ive only had sex 4 times, i like mixed fruit, im ill in the morning but not like mom, i want mom in al & u here, when i was 16, i broke down 7 dys a wk, Granny always shrugged oh well, when i dropped my feet & walked the catwalk, my therapists kept telling me to pick my feet up, my aunt said i came out a coma that day, my football coach twice told me he carried me from the car to the ambulance, Justin said his yr in jail was the worst yr in his life, i hated My ALF like that bc my roomie didnt go to bed till id been asleep 2 hrs slamming the heavy thick door VERY VERY VERY hard. Im still waking up in cold sweats with vanguished memories. My step dad had me like that when i moved in with Todd, then he then Dad then Papa. They were all screamers. My shrink thought it turned me gay. Mom said youre born gay. 1 cuz is very sissy gay the other is a sissy who women keep divorcing. Mom just got up to get her pills. I want some thc pills. Bryant used to stay stoned. So did Dad. The 32 ads i placed wore me out. Help me w our books pitch, pls. I mail it to 498 in 3 hours. 100 a day is only $43 a day, 21.50, we are splitting our bookstore engaged. We need to find a way for huge ads. I had an omen road sign 8m in trees near Ol Will's. We were headed to Granny's. But id rather have a road sign downtown. Turn the Goodyear blimp into our bookstore blimp. $1b will be your $500m. I love you, girl!, Michael

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