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its 5:29a. i got up at 3a. thats y i oft take 3 hr naps. i waited till 4:10a for a shower. i have very many marketing ideas saved up. the more available we make our bookstore, the more money we'll maek. we could get a modular home to market-market-market-market in till we have enough for commercials till we have enough for more commercials till we have enough for a superbowl commercial till we have enough for the cruise ship we live on. our marketing board could be raising more & more & more & more & more $ for our cruise ships sustenance for pit stops to get fully replinished on the ship that has a very modern cinema that has all the best food in the world. im a beer & thc lover. but not overdoing it like a teen. as a teen, i passed out eevry weekend & had no remembrance of the night b4, my sr yr was also erased from my memory. i was told of all kinda college girls i sexed up on a houseboat every weekend. i had a chemistry. girls talked. enough said. i only remember losing my virginity at 31. i lost stimulus w her bc she was married & pastor anthony said she was lonely. her mom was in the congregation. the adulterer made me feel like seconds. i told her mom bc. i also said i lost stimulus w her. her hus was also abusive. after we had sex, she divorced him. her son is autistic. she moved him to a home. she was uncomfortable w my southern heritage. many times she told me to be mean to her. but i couldnt. im not mean. mom says im lying if she wasnt there & i only lived w her 1-12, 29-45. so 17 years are blank in her memory. & she says im lying when i talk about it like my walking the catwalk wasn't rehearsed & i went through a window. i love you!, michael

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