Oct7
230a kidney call. It was a huge rush. Since i havent had sex in 8 yrs, my urine smells horrendous. i have to sit on the commode. I need a best man at our wedding.
Turned on the tv. The news about dt cv, coronavirus. Looking forward to mom's wk in ala. Her vacation is my vacation. Cv vaccine needed. Millions are dying. Like it Cat agreed dt was NEVER sick. Both us are suspicious of politics. Dt says dont be scared. But look at the millions dying! Votes r his hope. Votes r all 1st termers priority. Killed a cup of milk. It went down immediately. I miss u! Want Liz to visit. We love the beach. Dt needs focus on cv, coronavirus. Biden dt debate next wk. I cant wait! Dt preparing w facts. He is a whiz bucket. Jb needs to be more prepared this time. I didnt like his last. Dave likes Shawn more than me. He won't tell u i love u bc of Shawn . Wish i had thc. I absolutely love that stuff. Todd said California smokes pot like cigarettes. U & i need to get together. I want to hook up. Ma knows she & ray r unprincipled. I told her unprincipled corrupts. Need to publish this diary. I want to fill my bookstore w diaries.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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