Hindsight is 20 20. My carb was my prob. It made me Hate granny. She'd said my promised truck was a dream. If i use Papa's neighbor, a car restorer, I woulda got my truck fixed. But then I'd quit hating granny. So I didn't & my old bff was a mechanic! I went out the way to preserve my hatred. Fyi hatred is negativity. Fyi make sacrifices to prompt optimism. 16-17 were the worst yrs in my life bc of my bad attitude. 226 rejecters later, God has shown me He wants me swm.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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