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“Negativity is simply the devil's language spoken by those who have his perspective." God Almighty's language is faith. Nothing is impossible with God Almighty (see Matt. 19:26). God Almighty never speaks negatively. He speaks truth. Even when He speaks truth, He speaks it by faith, because He sees what can happen. After Granny said a promise was a dream & a piece of junk was all I could afford, I became Very negative. I lived for Satan. I went through a car window, had a decade rehab, countless surgeries, well over $1m in doctor bills, 4 month wheelchair, fractured face, nerve damage, short term memory, damaged eyes, etc., etc., etc. 1 set of grandparents lived on Winder, Ga Nancy Street & Winder, Ga Hardigree Road. I lived in a Statham trailer park, then Winder Lumpkin Street till I was 12 to Statham Hardigree Road till I was 29 to Largo, Fl till I was 40 to Merritt Island where I am now. I lived in Statham & next year I will have been in Florida the same number years I was in Statham. That is when I will write my world-renowned bestseller. Next year is the time equal to Statham. Lulu.com has many of my books under 'Michael House' & 'MichaelDeeHouse'. In 1990, I was in FFA in WBHS till my job for my junky, junky truck got in the way. That job consumed all my homework & study time. My grades fell. I got depressed. I started drinking. I have 82 books at lulu.com under "michael dee house." check them out. look at "I Love Susan," a 70k word poetry romance book. in rehab, I had to go to bed 8p, where I made up rhymes hrs before nodding off. in a decade, I graduated rehab. 93-95 I lived in peachtree. 95-03, I commuted to ARMC. 91-92, I daily broke down, daily plotting revenge. at my 16th birthday, Granny called my promised truck a dream. all I could afford was junk. all I could afford was junk. all I could afford was junk. I was daily buying parts. Dad was daily begging for a truck payment. I daily pointed that out after my tbi. I waited till I was a Senior in 23 months to unbuckle & pray for death, go through a window, decade rehab, countless surgeries, nerve damage, speech impairment, limp, etc., etc. it put him on a huge guilt trip. drugs numbed him, fall rise fall rise fall rise then he was murdered by drug dealers. bro Justin knew who killed him, so he went to kill them back, but they were too powerful. they killed him. 2.28.06. Dad was killed 1.16.99. I wonder if 16 had symbolism. my 16th birthday is where I was killed. homework & studies allowed no work time, no --hw or study--work time. 3.02.75 Winder, Ga now Merritt Island. I read & write all day. pray all my books're worldwide bestsellers 55 yrs & I become a world renowned porn star 50 yrs. "michael dee house & michaeldeehouse" at lulu.com < pray that makes me a worldwide bestseller 2020-2070. I have all kinda marketing ideas, but mostly ill have a marketing board. zradio.com is my favorite station. I pass my days reading & writing to boost my iq. 3.02.21, I take an iq test. its my hope & prayer I beat our plumber's 141. please pray with me. I had a tbi 1993 then 1994 my shrink said reading/writing is the brain's biggest healer. so among a multitude of clinical temper tantrums I read 16/6 2 yrs. my shrink said that put a college degree in my head. retired Grammar teacher Stephen King said he read 74 books a yr. I read 1095 sample books a yr. but I inherited my step mom stephen kings, so thats what I read now. donating them to the condo library, but bc of covid it shutdown. "michael dee house & michaeldeehouse" at lulu.com < pray that makes me a worldwide bestseller 2020-2070. I have all kinda marketing ideas, but mostly ill have a marketing board. "michael dee house & michaeldeehouse" at lulu.com < pray that makes me a worldwide bestseller 2020-2070. since I been swm all 45 yrs of my life, I don't know what im missing. in my Apostolic church, God Almighty told me to make my rejecters history, but in my ChurchofGod Almighty church God Almighty told me it means it's not time yet; till then i make my rejecters history. I had no faith till I got in the Way. Faith doesn't mean that you don't see the problem. Faith means you can see past the problem to the answer. You're not saying, "There is no problem." You're saying, "There is an answer! The Power of Your Words: How God Almighty Can Bless Your Life Through the Words You Speak. Garbage in garbage out. I say that a lot bc I found it to be so true! I loved negative, negative, negative, negative Nirvana. CASE SOLVED: Courtney Love Orchestrated Kurt Cobain’s death>>> https://thetattyjournal.org/2020/08/16/case-solved-courtney-love-orchestrated-kurt-cobains-death/ “When you get to heaven, will you look back on this earth and regret how much treasure you laid up here instead of sending it on ahead to heaven?” The Blessed Life: Unlocking the Rewards of Generous Living. Live for tl's happiness. To live for your own happiness ruins you. “TITHING ISN’T REALLY GIVING—IT’S RETURNING.”“The trap the enemy wants us to fall into is worshiping the blessings rather than the Blessor.”