As time passes, church leaders die & have to be replaced. My good friend James Mcdonald had a preacher dad of the Bogart Abundant Life church. 10th & 11th grades, I went on the Senior trip. In the 12th grade. I was in a coma. Always looking at the date on my watch. I really messed up by getting revenge on my lying granny. A huge smoker, she took a shortcut to not worry. She lied my promised truck was a dream. So I had a tbi, filled my icu room with the homecoming court & cheerleading squad, kept Dad on a guilt trip, & contrived Granny's agony. Dad's drugs grew & grew. He was on narcotic meds, I'm on medical meds. Either way, we are/were wrathful without our meds. I refused mine. My cops threatened to arrest me if I don't take them. Then my wrath disappeared. We Christians will ascend to our perfect bodies in the end. That's what my arthritic body is so excited about. We are in a time dimension continuum in our current corrupt body. To be absent from this body is to be present with God. Please pray me & Mom get our vaccine. We won't all sleep, but we'll all be changed in the twinkling of an eye. I had a preacher think we'll all be zooming orbs. I don't have my license, so that's exceptionally appealing. It'll be the body that Pleases God. It'll be a body raised in incorruptibility. I'm looking forward to my new body. After Justin was saved & baptized in Jesus's name, he became a hellion. He often called himself that. The sign of the times are all happening. It is indeed time for the assured end. In 200 minutes, I go to my favorite place. My gravity chair on the back porch. A big difference I see with East & West coast is West coast has many more birds. It's 8:24, I hear Mom's morning cough. A nonsmoker she coughs as much as Granny who smoked 3 packs a day. Granny was so used to tobacco calmness she thought it was OK to lie about my 16th birthday, which would make me want to ride the bus. My tbi was then premeditated. I kept Dad easier on a guilt trip that way
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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