Prayer changes you more than it does God, prayer teaches you submission, God is the Lord God & He changes not, know God, know the power of His resurrection, learning the suffering with fellowship is what teaches you most, pain is unwanted but it takes faith to ask for it, pain perfects you, thieves lead self to suffrage, you can be called of God to suffer, my papers give you a knowledge of God, flesh will tell you it has a better way, weak spirit have dull hearing, it'll really help if you have a very nourished spirit, it will hurt you to stop feeding your spirit, b4 my favorite cuz killed himself, his spiritual growths, 100s, were very uplifting, Granny's way of distracting my needed meds, but nothing but meds will cure symptoms, lay a foundation in God, maintain principles, I seek to be a writing minister for preachers, preaching is for the unconverted, dont be in a state of spiritual arrested development, grow in the Word, build on the foundation of faith, flesh hopes to take Scriptures out context, dont deny God, find forgiveness & restoration in God, anybody can be renewed in God, He loves to be respected, if you committed the unpardonable sin, you we no care, Granny said I did when I said God isn't hearing my prayers, all my preachers have said they said that too, seeds in good soil really grow, it's important for plants to root well, but seeds with poor rooting whither & die, the unbelievers feel huge blame for God for their problems, whoever comes to God He will NOT cast out, come to God with a soft, repentant heart. After you leave God, He will keep calling you back, the proud people are very hard for God to work with, thorns will be gathered & burned, God doesn't forget your labor of love, God will give you hope, unto the end be fully assured you are saved, as a teen, I was assured I was going to hell after Granny called my promised truck a dream, dont think about leaving God, feel a hope in God even to the end, dont be slothful, the Word is full of God's promises
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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