God expects us to labor our love with patience. We have to agree with God's timing even when there's no possible way for things to work out our way. God chooses the 1s He wants us to be with. The Scripture teaches divine election. Paul was a huge teacher of the Word. I'm blessed I was always around my book worm Granny who was always doing the church books. Her thinking it was OK to call my promised truck a dream drove me insane. We have to follow God no matter what anybody tells us. Paul wasn't popular though he had a very good impact on the land. He saw the people were very religious. He saw they deified everything. Idolatry has always been a big problem. Only worship God. God often works through instruments. I send out daily prayer requests for my wants. I just had a shower & it's 6:49a. My 10m nephew is here. His light was on about 6:30a. He watched TV yesterday & I thought he'd be playing video games. He bought a $60 video game! I thought that was ridiculous! Mom too! Paul often talked about his missionary travels, was shamefully treated by the people he was ministering. I want to minister churches the rest my life, retired. I want Mom & her bf to marry as I move to a doublewide trailer park. Stephen King used to live in a doublewide. He put his kids through college. The hardest thing ever was the college lie where I was forced to stay on a schedule with 65 hrs of homework a day. That was 96. I was 21 I realized God was/is fashioning my ministry. Pls pray God no more uses a pain that big in my ministry but still makes it the biggest ministry in the world without a college degree. Me & the preacher went to Home Depot. That gave me the chance to ask him can I be a preacher without a college degree. It was most pleasing when he said yes, I can get up my own set of people to preach to. Then it became my dream to sell $2 YouTube videos of papers I read. I listen to Chuck Smith Walk Through The Bible every night. Now day & night. Right now, he's talking about persecution.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
Comments
Post a Comment