I went in to finish the BP & got VERY HARRIED bc it was a few minutes till lunch & I was so hoping to have my 4k words completed. I had 3500, so I'm trying to do the half grand on the back porch. The hurry had me extremely nervous & so what if it's not 4k? That tells me I have lots to learn about priority. The whizkid just got here. Since he plays video games every waking moment, he has great hand eye coordination. Shows great athleticism, but his mom hates sports, he may never find his true talent, pray for him, when I was 10, I didn't like to hug papa bc his beard poked & hurt my face. When I was 16, I hated God bc my job allowed no homework or study time, so I prayed for retirement , in half a year, He gave it to me! Valentines 21, I've had it 30 years, 228r showed me I don't want to be married, it all meant 100b tears, but I'm over that & I have all of myself to give to my ministry, I want to devote the rest of my life to my ministry. I did 3500 words before lunch in 8 hours, my psychologist said reading & writing is the brain's biggest healing factor, the more power my brain has, the more ill add to my ministry, dont be fake, my condo has 2 fake waterfalls, they're cheap, fake people are cheap, a cop jerked 8m me out the above ground pool & made me cry, Papa assaulted him with a VW steering wheel, he tried to have Papa arrested, sheriff said if you weren't messing with James House, he wouldn't be messing with you, I've said it b4, a good reputation is priceless, flesh wants to distract you b4 you turn to God
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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