It's impossible to rest till you accept faithfully that God is taking care of you, faith is the only place you can rest, you have no control over the circumstances, abandon everything for God, it is a finished work God has done for us. We were brought out Egypt by the power of God, God’s power delivers so many people from a life of sin, work out your own salvation with fear & trembling in the hand of God, you cannot do it yourself, God is working on us, we fail, we rest, God rested on the 7th day, my vcr man used to cut his phone off on the 7th day, it's a task to have a day of rest, burdens are something you carry, my Presbyterian preacher said he didn't go out to eat Sundays to not make people work ,there are many critics about the Sabbath, it gets ridiculous what some people say you can't do on the Sabbath, some say you can't turn on a light switch, some have come into the land of promise & have not entered into rest, rest in your faith, the people of God get a rest, rest was why Dad was eager to die a billion times, he didn't believe in hell. I'm 5 yrs older than he ever got, labor to rest, back when I was overwhelmed by my job, homework, studying, piece of junk, & Granny's calling my promised truck a dream, I prayed for rest, then the following year was retired, it took 100b 50 gallon drums of tears, but now that I'm there my hereafter is my priority, I never want a day of not blessing the hereafter, be emotionally charged by the Spirit, at the barber, a man was putting down Pentecostal for tongues, I fill a message, then rest fill, rest, fill.... after the Spirit entered me, I became an apostle, dont do righteousness to be seen by men, Granny was sick & a charity cooked for her. I asked if they promote the Holy Ghost & he said NO! NO! NO! I said I'll pray for him, dont do works to be accepted, do them for your own heart. I am so grateful for the effect of the 100b prayers for me in a coma, my cuz would say for the billionth time stop exaggerating, realize what God has done for you
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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