The last paper I wrote  was on breakthroughs,  mailed mostly to Rachels. I'm watching Monk, whose dream was fulfilled. He was made, returned to cop, but he's showing he's more a p.i. my buddy is a p.i. secretary. She said I wouldn't believe the crime. I said me & michael head used to run together.  She immediately knew about his crime! Why not me! Politics?  People influence your plans. I miss my psychologist. Funds ran out! So that turned me more to my ministry. It gives me the peace my psychologists gave me. My Ministry makes me happiest ever. Pray God keeps me in this ministry.  I have a servant's heart, so I'm happiest helping people.  Papa was a 30 yr boss then Dad then uncle bosses. Mom is a boss too. So all my 46 yrs, I've been under bosses. Moods are so different freshly awoken. It's impossible to know what will happen, you need physical & mental strength,  patience is a virtue, ever since I met Garrison Hearst 2.14.93 I've wanted his character. Monk is showing you can't defy your destiny & be happiest, I want to be a Native American missionary,  MOM USED to too, my great  granny was .5 Cherokee, 1988, I had an unforgettable omen I'd be famous. 1993, I went in Winder & Atl paper, you can't be kinda whole & get everything. At times, it looks like a curse as God is trying to protect you, putting 2 & 2 together is closer to the solution, I love 90 day fiance, after reproduction became impossible,  I found my destiny,  maybe not if the other way, tension hampers focus, keep on keeping on,  get back to your rythm,, inability to say no means trouble,  be consistent, write needs immediately on the grocery list, meat isn't good for you, but I love meat, dont think you have to have God figured out, allow no toxins in your body, prioritize, college taught me that, relax in God, pray I get a new publisher, I don't like lulu.com,  I had 100 books published, pray they make $5b. Dont do ur job for the money,  survey/contemplate your priority,  Intelligibility is priceless

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