My lawyer in my 20s & I were talking about development. She said 20s are still kids. When I unbuckled and prayed for death at 17, I was doing it out sheer immaturity. I think I'd ascended to heaven bc kids are innocent. The lawyer was Black. I said cool, so are my neighbors, the Statham projects. She knew its existence. We are indebted to God for all the good he has done us. Over 80% addicted never receive treatment. Users, like most, if not all Dad's friends were users, very bonded. Life changes for the better when you clean up. Dont live life trying to get everything from others. Victors show you what you can do. You need to be part of the solution. Good doctors seek to save their clients at great lengths. Dr. Callahan & Dr. Riski cheated me & my rehab secretary led me to both... paid off. Your vice needs to be confronted with an attitude. People relate with your loss. Dont starve for attention. Your drunkenly driving may leave 1+ dead or paralyzed. Unruly kids need to be scared straight. You are blessed to be a blessing. My ga preacher kept saying he understood my pain & I disbelieved him till his brother preached how sorry, worthless, & drunk their parents were. God has perfect opportunities meant just for us, you are understood as flesh tells you nobody understands, God gives us full liberty, God has a sense of humor. People try drugs then they'll always fail at trying to get their 1st high, practice makes perfect, God knows what you're up against, know you are redeemable in God, you don't want in Satan's hands, your victory gives hope to others in your shoes, praise & worship God for ammunition against Satan, receiving God in your heart changes your heart for the better, with a drinking problem you can black out, your luck is going to run out, live life for the better, dont be selfish, it's hard to tell if an addict is a good person, we're in this together, Justin had pills in his system when he was found dead, so cops wont investigate though everyone thought he was killed
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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