The 2 water fountains outside my back porch often make me think of a Living Water, dont get enticed, you are better off avoiding temptations, when heat rises, cool air replaces it to create wind, a tbi survivor told me that, when old ppl speak, listen carefully, some temptations read magazines to look more appealing, but they're all a disappointment, your effort feels like a waste, making love to 1 I lost stimulus, went to Dr, $300 he said I was depressed, preacher said I'm getting old, I was also disappointed with the overture, the hardest job I ever had 15m was laying carpet 60 hrs a week, but I was too tired to enjoy the money, plans are fun to make hard to keep, keep your own to yourself, the more physically fit you are the more output you are sure to have, a great exercise I ever had was putting out church doorhangers, the more God can do with you, the better off you'll feel, your most miserable days are when God is saddest with you, I need more control of my emotions, church fish trips followed by fish fries rule. My ga church sold peanut brittle when it was a baby. It's nice to have old people tell you stuff like that
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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