Your gain is loss if it's out God's will, it helps to diagnose your personality leave an unGodly surrounding, I found my calling... bps, pray for needed resources, the Bible is the best playbook ever, evolution has a point. Only the strong survive, pray all who share+read my BP blog are blessed by God, humor is a talent that can get old. I have a runny nose 12 mons a yr bc my face was crushed bc I was getting revenge on Granny for calling my promised truck a dream, I dreamt of being a worldwide bestseller 2021-2071 books now a worldwide bestseller 2021-2071 teleminster, the past is the past, I am lucky I'm 46 & have never had a serious relationship, when I was in a friend relationship I got in a coma & she found out about my taaking the qb gf home, but I later found something I don't remember due to my tbi, why buy the cow when you get the milk for free, I got that close to a serious relationship & it showed me I want freedom, today I read about a Christian's befriending a Muslim & the way they learned about each others faith, it appeared they both worship God only in different ways, but my ga bishop said their way is the only way only I found rom 10:9-10, lu 23:43-44, & ac 2:38. The bishop thought ac 2:38 means you have to speak in tongues. I read the Bible then the preacher said he expected me to quit. That's bc all 22 times I read the Word I've seen different ways all through Jesus to get to heaven, I pick up proverbs on tv I take note of, by keeping God your priority your decisions will be blessed, dont have kids till you're ready, on Cops, it irks me to see criminal kids in cars crying, church is a sacred temple, love is unpredictable, I love bigmacs+med fries. If you need supervision, get married, I grew up when milk carton kids were a thing, your rage needs a constructive outlet bc anger is an energy, violent video games program kids. My college lie was most painful, but I found it to be for my ministry. Which wouldn't be found till I'm 46 35 yrs later.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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