Jim Caray is all business behind the movie scene. Judge Judy is actually a quiet person at home, that means so much to me bc people who knew the old me off meds only know me as a vile hateful beast, the alteration was different as night & day, all I felt was a clinical anger back then, that's why I identify better with murderous rage than most people, when I'm a billionaire. I'll be expected to make huge donations to stuff like cancer & AIDS research, though my pal had HIV & the girl down the road had HIV & meds made them seem as healthy as me, when I am a billionaire, I want to read all salvatio Scriptures from kjv then niv on prime time tv, then I'll do a documentary on my bio, it'll give me a chance to discuss lessons I learned, Christian fellowship is most important, but secular fellowship was chosen bc I knew Granny would be proud, I wanted Granny disappointed no matter what after she said my promised truck was a dream, that birthday lie was so hurtful I prayed to never forgive her, that's stupid, pray to God to forgive, people who forgive are blessed, it was so hard to forgive the $2600 stolen from me, that's why I feel so cold for my foes, I am learning more & more about myself the bad stuff that happens to you teach you the most about yourself, it made me better for my ministry, which made me more open to my being a worldwide bestseller 2021-2071 writer worldwide bestseller teleminster 2021-2071, but Justin showed me to whom much is given much is required, he was so high & mighty that term he drove a shiny sports car, I kept blaming it, he kept sneering. Then he proved I was right surprisingly when he started driving junk, he stayed rejected, everything I said was right, Justin was overly accepted then overly rejected, the shock was too much for him to handle, I want a doublewide in a trailer park, I am budget minded, when Dad died, his doublewide was so huge it looked like a triple wide. Alaskan bush people was fake, I inherited my stepmom'd books to give them to the covid library to be thrown away for covid.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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