Promise Keepers & Ironman are such blessed ministries, men are naturally hard headed, learn to listen, work on a mature, responsible interpretation, grow up, maturity means so much, take ownership, God wants us to be decisive, pray for all teens, that's when I decided to wreck my life to avenge Granny's lie, have the courage to live out your conviction, kids to grow up without dads are doomed, women are taking over jobs, college is mostly women, I feel a responsibility for this ministry, Granny daily did books, Papa's business &, or church, but since I was such a sinner teen, it felt like church books, that's why it comes so naturally for me to daily blog my ministry, I just wrote a paper on today's sermons verses, what they made me feel. Where I'm convicted, where I struggle with my homosexuality, I am a workaholic, I like writing 4k words a day, yesterday 7k, as a man. I am responsible for answering to my calling, 7m. I found my passion, writing, I was overzealous overjoyed every book report we had, I could read a book & get picked on less than normal, getting picked on was demonic hell, when your spouse asks if you're hungry, s/he's saying s/he's hungry, who are we as Americans?, I chew gum daily to heal my speech impairment. Pray it's Very efficient, you need humility, you are given power to serve people, bo Bice was best. But he was boastful, so he lost, infuse God in your life, Elvis was a better gospel singer than secular, so was Jerry Lee Lewis, both were my family friends, I get a better feel spiritual writing than secular, pray I get a debbit card, our soul makes up who we are, how you apply the truth matters, feeding your spirit is highly suggested, love has to be unselfish, love is redemptive, unconditional, love for no reason, fear roots in racism, my dog hated blacks bc he thought all ppl should be white like me, accept God's love for you in spite of yourself, my ministry is 26 years old, now i want it to fill my future, sacrifice for destiny
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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