Christians need hospitality, real life isn't a fairy tale, I'm growing in confidence with my voice since I started chewing gum all day, liars have blown their cover so many times, the most unexpected people have shared most surreal stuff, I was never satisfied with my calling till God got me to my current job as a nonprofit writer, it keeps my brain tired in a form of therapy, a psychologist said writing &, or reading are superb therapy. I feel the healing in my brain, in 4 years, I'll be 50, I'll be completely healed, my 2nd 50 years will begin, my nonprofit career will be reaching every church in the world, millions of preachers will be making sermons out of my thoughts, I've only had sex 4 times, 228 women have rejected me, it gives me a special acumen for my ministry, I have a lose-lose personality, empower each other in the Spirit, we all need a good leader, with a weak spirit you feel especially insecure, I love golden arches, God is with us right now, thank God for His presence, add very much effort to your prayer life, falling rain is so peaceful, the weatherman was right,,i saw #228 today & I also saw the attraction is gone, salvation is an urgent matter, disappointment can make you callous, numb, police who don't believe you will take you half heartedly, after my neighbor moved, he got in dire straits, me & Dad picked him up at the homeless shelter, my only experience in a homeless shelter, but I felt my mission field spirit rise, God is always ready for you to leave the flesh, if you refuse to accept Jesus as Lord, you are miserable, dont act like you were born yesterday, as a kid, you think you'll live forever, you are much younger than you feel as a kid, pray McDonald's comes next door, coupons are overrated, Jesus is the only way to heaven, Christians need to outreach more than ever, consider your priority, a tortured reality is an actuality, open up to God, its so easy to shut God out, that's bc God is such a Gentleman, looks can be deceptive.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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