My nightstand, I saw my Joyce Meyer's cd & felt colossal drive to work on my ministry, I want to be bigger than Joyce Meyer & Joel Osteen put together, my mouth is tired bc the entire day I chewed gum it increases my faith in this gum therapy, pls pray im a worldwide bestseller 2021-2071 tbn worldwide bestseller 2021-2071 YouTube teleminster, bc I got a decade of do's & donts 93-03 I most like writing do's & don'ts, prioritize the Lord, dont burden yourself with trouble, dont burden yourself with distaste, I was unable to do school bc I was so mad at Granny's calling my promised truck a dream, I wanted to level the playing field, so I unbuckled & prayed for death then rubbed it in Dad till he died, it was Granny's "biggest" pain ever. When she said that, I reminded her of my promised revenge when she loudly, loudly laughed my promised truck was a dream, it took the biggest loss in my entire life, I could've focused on something better, quitting schoo to write 16/6, a daily newspaper article in 100 newspapers, but I didn't, all I did was targeted revenge on her, I thought I'd feel best if I saw Granny's grieving as much as me, I couldn't be wronger, the required pain was colossal, in the process of time, Justin got involved with gun thieves who frame him, he ran to our Tennessee uncle, the gun thief leader tracked him down, then killed him, my little brother, now I must get him behind bars, I want them to pay for what they did to me, I want to be a worldwide bestseller teleminster writing minister, I want to grea treasures tfill my treasure chest in heaven, this writing ministry is the basic resource I have to fulfill that dream, I'm in my 3rd newsletter & its 9:19a as I listen to cartoons in the background, when DAD told Justin & me about our great papa's owning Winder,chat put a popular notion in my heart, 5 years later, I was the high school most popular Senior bc of it, Granny said that was bc I was so mean, but the truth is I was so mean bc my anger allayer had quit in my brain
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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