I'm on my last newsletter of the day, 5:14, meaning I've been at work 13 hrs 44 minutes on this blog, as soon as I have 4k words,  I can clock out, 8 weeks till judgment, verdict 10mins old, the TV is going crazy bc so many ppl are watching it-- maybe. An appeal is on its way, dont undermine ppl, have conduct, bpbook is 161k words, profound directions,  I prayed so hard for 1 ga woman, the last time I saw her I thanked God for unanswered prayers,  dont deal with Satan, have a determination to adhere solely to the Bible. Cohere to God like crazy glue, watch these videos> alm.tv, getting violent with the devil is stooping to his level, I jinxed Kat by talking about how well we were talking, a 31f lesbian, I was blaming our homosexuality,  something I've struggled with since the day I turned 16, soon I mail bpbook to about 350 addresses, usually 25 nonexistent, Chauvin awaiting judgment, just like the fact I struggle with my same sex attraction since my 16th birthday I struggle with the fact I still want to kill Chauvin back, I want him instantly put to death, preach about that,  preach about my feelings, we have come a long way, we got a long way to go, I send bpbook to 100s people requesting they find me a publisher,  get a cut, soon I work on my article & suspicions about Justin's death, I still want his killer to pay, I elaborate each topic, nonfiction is my favorite writing, my retirement is what is supporting me, soon Rose 56f cuts my hair, but as I said 31f Kat & I talk so well,  the 228rejecters led me to homosexuality, kat's lover is right up the road, I only shave my face per every haircut, it'll be in the mid 80s today, Cocoa Beach is up the road, amazingly I see my old rock star Alice Cooper is on the news, helping garage bands, my cuz the war hero's son in law, always plays his guitar at the lake house,, I used to live right on lake Seminole & have been able to see a lake from my house 17 years,  spirits like water, push for justice, let George Floyd be a changing point in history 





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