Writing has been my dream since 83, I love pot & nicotine, but Mom don't, I just took out the trash, a huge breakthrough takes a lot of hardworking, hitting rock bottom is where you can finally begin, if you crumbled, you broke down. Everybody needs life skills. Testimonials help ppl see they're not alone. Everyday, you witness God's intervention. Pray I finish my college degree. We need to get motivated. Downward spirals lead to death. Get aligned with God. Adversity makes you more like Jesus.  The more Adversity you have, the more God blesses you. Welcome God in your heart. Keep Jesus involved in your heart. I've lived in Florida the same number years as Statham,  ga, & can't believe that at all. 12-29 ga 29-46 FL & 12-29 was inhumanly harder. Look yourself in the mirror. Think about. Say your goals. Put the work in. It takes more than riding the wave. Wasted talent is so bad. Pray for Mom's health. Pray for my voice &industry I someday soon read on YouTube. A dream come true. The career I want till I retire at 96. Selling my Bible papers amassed into worldwide bestsellers 50  years after I die, my marketing board getting my ebooks on every pc in the entire world. We need a team of helpers for our dreams. It's unwise to b o out of your way for a loser. My BFF, an addict, stole my leaf blower & felt horrible. I understood bc Dad too was an addict. I kept him on the worst guilt trip ever bc Granny & church wouldn't let me take meds. They see meds as narcotics while all they do is supply my needed chemical. Pray Jesus blesses USA veterans.  Insurance is a wise buy. My insurance had just been bought b4 my million$ tbi. Vision is a blessing. As I lay w my eyes closed 4-6 months,  Drs braced friends & family for my blindness when my eyes opened, said Granny as Mom was in Florida,. People inexperienced are unwise. In the 5th grade, a friend & I threw rocks on his neighbor's roof bc she was a disable & stayed indoors all day, now I'm a disable & I stay indoors most of the

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