Accidents are not all horrible, horrendous, horrific, bad, awful, terrible. You have to give trouble some time to let Jesus give you a better, safer, healthier, improved, good quality, well perspective.

My writing more than singing was a very recent decision because of the therapist’s advice. She pointed out writing has a better chance of making money because I have more resources to be a writer than a singer.

Represent God in all I do? Impossible. I'm imperfect with homosexual tendencies and a porn star dream.  My two thirty nine letdowns were all females and those women turned me against women. Because of the two thirty nine letdowns I'm more familiar with dudes.

My smoking preacher cousin. My cousin is a Methodist preacher who s]mokes. He has a vice with tobacco just like I have a vice with my sexual attraction.

My Georgia preacher said homosexuality is just a vice like smoking. That makes me feel very very very much less guilty for my homosexual desires following my two thirty nine letdowns. Those are very, very demeaning.

My development. I am increasing nearness to my destiny. The better destiny is the one with Jesus’s happiness sought after. I repent for my sexual attraction and receive forgiveness. Read the Bible.

Peace from my writing ministry. I feel a fulfillment by working on my writing when I gear it toward God’s voice. After I pondered my two thirty nine letdowns the other day, God said He led me to then to show me show who He has better, safer, healthier, improved, good quality, well than.

In trouble for not looking at the cell phone. Persecution. I felt troubled because I  forgot to look at my cell. I have a very, very bad habit of never looking at my cell.

Prayer in bottom blog. I have other, further, further, additional, new, more prayers in the bottom blog. Please pray for Jesus to agreeably answer them.

 Passages in the following comments. Please pray for Jesus to agreeably answer them. Then you won't have to read them.

Central downtown doublewide is my desire not a fancy suite or townhouse because two thirty nine letdowns so badly condescended, deigned, disdained, humiliated, patronized me.

prayer for my debit is needed. Please pray my money soon arrives then my debit card is sooner attained. Please pray for my Christian newsletter to get published and sold worldwide twenty twenty three to twenty seventy three.

 

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