1. Am I a gay Christian? That is the ultimate question. Bc of 239letdowns I’m attracted to dudes. That makes 239letdowns more understandable. I’ve done my best to date women. Then I found God is more comfortable with my dating men. That inspires me to read more spiritual growths about Jesus’s nature to better understand Him. After all, we are living in a sexual revolution. The better I know Jesus, the better decisions I’m sure to make. That reminds me of trusting me debit code to Mom then she, a VERY HEAVY drinker, stole $2600 from me. My trusting her with my code was unwise. Now I write articles for sale. I want to reimburse my $2600 that way.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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