20 minutes till bedtime. That's eerie. I feel like it's well past bedtime. & I had 2 naps before lunch. I got up 4a after I went to bed 8p. That is 8 hours of sleep. I need lots of sleep to read 4 to 8p then 4a to 8a. I like to read 16 hours a day the most. Reading gives me more life than anything. Since 239 women turned me down, I don't want a relationship. That's bc 239letdowns letdowns showed me the pain of love. Not what I want. The pain of 239letdowns is why reading feels so good.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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