God doesn’t have to explain Himself for the moves He makes. God did some very disappointing factors in my life. But I have the best job in my life. The moment- I was 10- I saw the mad scientist on BACK TO THE FUTURE 1 I knew I was born to be a freelance writer. I’ve never been to a prom, but I’m told they’re overrated. I’ve never had a serious relationship. But most husbands wish they were in my shoes. Now I’m fulfilling my destiny to be a freelance writer. To focus on my losses is all wrong. I need to focus on my blessings. I’m a freebird. I am so joyous. Freedom is prized by couples with a dysfunctional marriage. I’m out of my prime, so that is another blessing. I can better focus on my writing ministry. That adds to my eternal treasure chest. I want the most jewels in heaven. I don’t want in a relationship bc 239letdowns were unreal pain. I’m as free as a bird now & this bird you cannot change. I Weep over the notice I got my 16th birthday party. You can’t date in junk. Junk was all I could afford. I had more female friends than male. I’m a charm. Homecoming court & cheerleading squad were in my icu floor crying. They didn’t even know my great papa owned our town.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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