Let’s take a look at my biggest weakness. I dwell on things. That’s cancerous. It leads to horrible, horrendous, horrific, bad, awful, terrible health. I should let go let God. That’s something AA repeats. I'm told my voice still sounds horrible, horrendous, horrific, bad, awful, terrible. I thought I was over my sinus cold. In high school, I was a drunk because of my inability to deal with the fact Granny lied my promised truck was a dream. That led to troubles. So I drank more. That led to troubles. Drank more. That led to troubles. So I drank more. That led to troubles. Drank more. My life was a mess because I turned on God. When Granny lied my promised truck was a dream, I should have served God somewhere. My writing ministry is the mission field for me because I spent all my money on the mission field. Now I find my writing ministry is all I can afford as far as the mission field goes.
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dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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