Message from God. I would find women interesting if I got out more. That's what love doctor Joy Brown & my driver told me. Problem. I cannot drive & driverless cars nor high-speed railways have begun yet. That is a big reason writing & reading have overtaken my life. sounds like a very Dismal aspect, but as for my future it is very promotional. Another reason I find women unattractive is 238 let me down after I started driving junk. So? It's still an advancement to my career. Writing became my career. Experiences like this feed my skill. Not only did these aspects progress my writing but they led me to many husbands. Most of which wished they were single like me. That gives me a Paradigm shift about the fact I'm not as bad off as Satan says I am. Satan is always making things happen to us that he can plant wicked convincing seeds in our head. The fact I've been single my whole life doesn't mean I'm any less human than anybody else.
May 30
dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
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