Since 239letdowns occurred in my life, I have been hurt. But that doesn’t justify my being hurting. As a man thinks, so is he. My eyes were opened. I was convicted. I need to let my pain go. How we relate to God, our dialogue with God, has a lot to do with answered prayers. Pray for Joe Biden. For what God wants. Study notes like this, my outlines, a type of messenger. Be comfortable with God’s timing. At times, we don’t need to date who we want. All things work together for good of those that love God. Learn to be happy as you wait. Don’t think you’re better than another, God has a better purpose in your life. God has a woman better for me than any of the 239letdowns. Most church girls turned me down, so God called me from the church. I was called to my writing ministry. God said only give them 1 chance, speaking of the 239letdowns. Don’t make your problems other people's problems. Look at who you are, are you blood bought? That is what matters. The way I disparage women stems from the way I feel about 239letdowns. I want to be single bc most men say they covet my bachelorism. Your core is what matters, not the way you look. The Bible says so. All have sinned, nobody is perfect. Nothing justifies sin. We are all sinners. Imperfect. My therapist wrongly said to go to heaven be a good person. It takes Jesus, rom 10:9-10. Ac 2:38. The unsaved aren’t ready to meet God. What is saddest about that is most of the world is unsaved. Most of 7b people. The 239letdowns showed we don’t belong together. I feel good now. They’re telling me God has somebody better. I feel rescued from my desire to get married. Accept God’s gift of salvation. Do rom 10:9-10 & ac 2:38. Live by the Spirit. He showed me 239 women He doesn’t want me with. Donate to me Michael House 5745 6th way south st Pete fl 33705. This is my dream career. Nice people go to hell. I don’t want to be the nicest person in hell.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

May 30

dream career is writing ministry 2k words a dy 10k every fri proofed sat then mailed to my literary agent sat. who finds the $10 e-pamphlet 300 buyers every wk, then sell the pamphlet on 1m addresses then buy me & Andrea an inner city downtown condo. my spiritual will be fed by my study. i still need social unfortunately. that's fed by st pete senior center. but i often get in trouble by ordering a big black beautiful coffee. i sleep 8-3. last night, i slept 8-1, 5 hrs,so i will lay in bed till 3... 7 hours sleep, which is best. my writing 2k words a day gives me the motive to continue my richard simmons exercise, which are why im always craving sugar, something I get very little of. please pray I get a job freelance writing 2k a day $3k a week funding all andrea & my expenses. most important every $1 i get i give the nearest Christian publisher $.20. tithes are $.10. the richest ppl in my family were the most miserable. look at great papa jb, the town owner. he gave ...
Read more

post

when i fell at Sunshine, i had a swarm of caregivers. i tell Andrea. Andrea says everybody loves me. i still have knots on my head a day later. i want $30k, it was from dizziness turning to see my driver, the fingerprint lock didn't work this morning, i waited for my ride at the fountain. , fav verses ac 2:38 & rom 10:9to10. i wear my leg brace 8 to 4=8 hours. on the way to Sunshine, i was eager for day's 1 Diet Pepsi. senior rec grew on me. we, the driver & me, are listening to country music. i took some time to get in the car with my leg brace. i said getting out the car's the hard part, Jeanie says she is in no hurry, i told Susan my pc is acting up, i want poems to be my primary funds, Jeanie told me her other name is Roberta, she said i need to get a trust not living will, i leave all to church, i'm about to walk with an 8 pound leg brace 8 hours for a huge workout, i wore it 8 hrs 41 mins. my heart was pounding, Arthritis class is getting ready to workout....
Read more